Agony.

The Scary moment of life when I thought life will live me one day in the arms of death this is not a fiction thought but a reality that everyone comes across one day or other but what made me to think this inauspicious thought is as I was passing by a small colony against a house were chairs laid down and people gather in quite standing assembly to mourn someone sad demise and high velocity of sounds of cry coming from the house for their loved once dear who departed. This made me think how life is so unexpected the person who passed away may have been never thought till yesterday that the next day sunrise bring a great grief to his family with his existence on earth coming to an end. 

May be  the bereavement family was in joy till the last evening but today the joy in the family has taken the place of sorrow and everlasting missing of someone with whom he/she lived, Love, care, share, fought, enjoyed with plenty of moments. I equally feel sad writing this piece but I always believe in expressing my thoughts may be it is one form  to put across my agony, as  we human beings are blessed on this earth  a good span of life to make it beautiful, to live it large and spend ourselves in entirety through education, enlightenment, and empowerment. we move our baby steps into marking our footprints in pages of history, we maneuver family and contribute our surrounding by our knowledge, relationship, wealth, and philanthropy etc. the bonding of a person or woman from pair to family is priceless just not to only perform their mundane needs but to mainly plan save, spend, and strategize everything to deliver their responsibility and remembered by participating in making members happy into a happy family.

It is so heart breaking we live life in such a alchemy, as we are never going to realize that the certain truth is we all are going to one day die. We make so busy in the domestication of our world perhaps the intertwining emotions of joy, pain, pleasure and anger with our near and dear once makes us accustomed to each other nature for his/her presence in family we are far from the reality and one sudden day his/her missing presence live behind their memories and tears to introspect, regret, and feel helpless agony why we lost our loved once.?

This is the parody of Gods will who has created human life and filled in them everything in form of emotions to experience but one thing he refrained to add to keep two people together forever in each other bond,  may be this is his art of godlikeness’; as  the relationship of body and soul is just a contract to the ageing of one life is only a sign of growing body and maturing soul the end brings not the end of life but the breakthrough of soul from body, the body get deceased and the soul reached to the source from where it started.

We feel it hard to believe that we came to this world empty handed and will depart from this land empty handed forgiving our journey we chase for everything that is unreal and forget the real purpose why we are on this earth may be not for only amassing resources out of our greed and acting to acquire the whole world that was never our inheritance neither be anyone can claim proprietorship on it. We give little heed to live our life and more concentration in planning and bringing luxurious to life. The magnificence of love is replaced with illusionistic pleasure, materialism, and ego without realizing the life is on the mercy of divine.

It pains a lot to everyone including me to think of a scary moment that one day your loved one is not with you or you are not with them to recognize the essence of oneness with your loved once. However this is an acid test which God will take from everyone, brave are those fortunate people who can handle this situation with great audacity. However one needs to analyze in their lives before the scary thought germinates to harbinger our life to compliment with love and good deeds.

The agony is going to come to you and me but if you don’t wish to envisage it than herald respect, love, prayers and share happiness among your loved once and for your true self asking to god bless you in his test and bring out of this scary moment of grief.

I feel sad to communicate this anguish against the sad demise nonetheless I pray may god bless everyone with his clemency to come out of this agony.